I have been living with my boyfriend for over two years, am 25. He loves me so much and can do anything for me, he takes care of me and provides whatever i need and ask of him. I love him very much too. There's just this one thing about him that has made me to be unhappy but i have never had the courage to tell him about it or even raise a discussion on it.
All these while we've been together he never had sex with me and has never for once acted as if he is in the mood for something like that. I got worried about it because it makes me think he has a secret relationship which I don't know about. There's this close male friend of mine, he stays abroad, I have never had any intimate relationship with him, we are just casual friends though he likes me and have told me on some occasions but i don't like him because of his lifestyle.
He was actually around for the Christmas Celebration. I made up my mind to end my crave for sex. I actually decided to visit my friend who always wanted me to come around. I told my boyfriend that I'll like to visit home to spend sometime with my family, he couldn't stop me from traveling because it involves my family.
I traveled and spent a week with my friend before going to see my family. Its barely a month now after the incident. I just found out that am pregnant. Am totally confused right now, am still with my boyfriend and don't know how to tell him about it.
Am seriously ashamed of my self and am scared of going through abortion. I know many will call me different names. I need advice on what to do, everyday I keep waiting, the baby keeps growing and it becomes more obvious..
Is it better to quit the relationship without telling him the reason behind it?
I need Your Help..
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